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001. i miss somebody right now.

 

002. i watch more tv than i used to.

 

003. i love olives.

 

004. i love sleeping.

 

005. i own lots of books.

 

006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.

 

007. i love to play video games.

 

008. i’ve watched porn movies.

 

010. i have been in a threesome.

 

011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

 

012. i believe honesty is the best policy.

 

013. i have acne free skin.

 

014. i like and respect al sharpton.

 

015. i curse frequently.

 

016.i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.

 

017. i have a hobby. but i don't make it as often as i can anymore

 

018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.

 

019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

 

020. i’m really, really smart.

 

021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.

 

022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.

 

023. i love rain.

 

024. i’m paranoid at times.

 

025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

 

026. i need money right now.

 

027. i love sushi

 

028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.

 

029. i have fresh breath in the morning.

 

030. i have semi-long hair.

 

032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.

 

033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.

 

034. i shave my legs.

 

035. i have a twin.

 

037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.

 

038. i like the way that i look.

 

039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

 

041. i am usually pessimistic.

 

042. i have mood swings.

 

043. i think prostitution should be legalized.

 

044. i think britney spears is pretty.

 

045. i have cheated on a significant other.

 

046. i have a hidden talent.

 

047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

 

048. i think that i’m popular.

 

049. i am currently single.

 

050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.

 

051. i enjoy talking on the phone.

 

052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.

 

053. i love to shop.

 

054. i would rather shop than eat.

 

055. i would classify myself as ghetto.

 

056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

 

057. i’m obsessed with my blog!

 

058. i don’t hate anyone.

 

059. i’m a pretty good dancer.

 

060. i’m a horrible dancer.

 

061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

 

062. i have a cell phone.

 

063. i watch much music on a daily basis.

 

064. i have cried myself to sleep before.

 

065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

 

067. i have never been in a real relationship before.

 

068. i’ve rejected someone before.

 

069. i currently have a crush on someone.

 

070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

 

071. i want to have children in the future.

 

072. i have changed a diaper before.

 

073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.

 

074. i bite my nails.

 

076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.

 

077. i have a lot to learn.

 

078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.

 

080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.

 

081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.

 

082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.

 

083. i have tried alcohol before.

 

084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.

 

085. i own the “south park” movie.

 

088. i enjoy country music.

 

089. i love my best friend(s).

 

090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.

 

091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.

 

092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.

 

096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

 

097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.

 

098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.

 

099. i’m happy as of this moment.

 

100. i have gone scuba diving.

 

101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.

 

102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.

 

103. i play a musical instrument.

 

104. i strongly dislike math.

 

105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.

 

106. i own and use a library card.

 

107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.

 

108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.

 

109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.

 

110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”

 

111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.

 

112. i am an entirely different person around different people.

 

113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.

 

114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.

 

115. i am suffering of a broken heart.

 

116. i am a nerd.

 

117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.

 

118. i am left handed and proud of it.

 

119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.

 

120. my heart resides below my feet.

 

121. i am a senior in school.

 

122. i enjoy smoothies.

 

123. i have gastritis.

 

124. i have nothing better to do with my time.

 

125. i am listening to radiohead right now.

 

126. most people call me by my middle name.

 

127. i once stole a music stand.

 

129. i love nascar!

 

130. i own over 200 cds.

 

131. i work 7 days a week.

 

132. i have mono.

 

132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.

 

133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.

 

134. i’m only wearing underwear.

 

136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.

 

137. i am the most over analytical person i know.

 

138. i believe in wasting time.

 

139. i don’t listen to too much music.

 

141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.

 

142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.

 

143. i love sex.

 

144. i wanna go home.

 

145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.

 

146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.

 

147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.

 

148. i’m hungry.

 

149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.

 

150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!

 

151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.

 

152. i lied about one of the items on this list.

 

153. my siblings are my best friends.

 

155. i have a problem expressing things.

 

156. i have lost a parent.

 

157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.

 

158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.

 

159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.

 

160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.

 

161. i love sundance.

 

162. i do not watch television.

 

163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.

 

164. i am living at least one lie right now.

 

168. i’m a little crazy.

 

169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.

 

170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.

 

172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.

 

173. i have thought about suicide.

 

175. i can be selfish.

 

176. i’m so emo at times.

 

177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.

 

179. i cheated on a test before.

 

181. i’m sick of drama

 

I can't put too words how i excite myself talking to my girlfriend.It's absolutely splendid now that she's back. Feels like im on weed with my eyes all wide and heels over headz.

Felt groggy the whole morning or afternoon ,walked pretty much like a squirrel around the house (yknow the feeling you get after spending the whole day in bed) Had a dead leg and i started struggling to move!

Gah Low on socks and boxer briefs!I'm going to use shirts and put them together with strong tape and my legs through t sleeves bet im gonna waddle like a penguin,

Going to KL on t next friday till sunday.Both elated and disappointed.Elated that i'm at least leaving t country.Im just gonna look at it positively(:

Getting my ipod tomorrow,oh gosh its splendid to have my music on wheels now. My whole playlist.Have been constantly using my 4gb nano which is totally bleah.Mines the 120 one though!Spot me w my new black ipod(:

Gah broke my mood ring that love gave to me,it sort of doesnt change color anymore. Ive been cursed,any thing that might be breakable would break in a couple of days:/ Time to scour for a new one): It smells kinda weird,little weird play dough smell but im sniffing it like some arabic perfume now.going all fuzzy in my headz sooooon.

Practicing for talentime soon,next wed and thurs devoting my breaks w wayne.

I got my new shoes as well!Macbeth Eliot!Definitely going t be one of my favourite shoes.




Im having ribs on Sunday.I cant believe i havent eaten Pork Ribs ever or that i dont recall eating them.St Lois Ribs at Cafe Cartel~ 
Its a date~

I seem cheerier!Probably because Benzema is headed to R. Madrid.Not that i support them, its just that Benzema (Man U's target) is not going to Man U.HAHAHA!Any team that hinders Man U's plan is an ally(:
!

Cant seem t get t sleep much these days, only probably in t late hours. Im one nocturnal son of a gun.PSYCHE!im just pretty darn excited t get my ipod in t morning!Been watching videos to pass mes time.Hell motivated to write songs tour the world and play shows.

Visited t SPCA on Tues,it was srsly run-down. If i owned a huge mansion ,i'd totally let SPCA vacate my house and let the pets stay there. Saw this incredible cute kitten who kept putting its hand through the metal grills trying to grab something or anything. Got my hand punctured by its pesky nails. I once had a stray kitten that looked exactly like that gingery orange fur w that oh so adorable paws.i still wish i have a dog a bulldog 0h well):

Oh and I love the FTSK Album!I can't wait to listen to them on my ipod!
Get the album,Underdog Alma Mater, on ITunes!!
Listen to :She's a Lady
                 Hey Brittany

 I'd face anything in the world just t be w you.

Had t biggest scare ever in my life,Half of it's over.Just keeping fingers crossed just in case.Spent t whole day in bed with a brief moment for dinner and Simpsons on starworld.Read Breaking Dawn.It's probably one of t best books that really made me felt like i was together in t fantasy.It seemed so real.


Currently,I've this obsession for Macadamia nuts, its causing my tastebuds t turn crazy.
Im even contemplating cabbing down just t get it.

Went t the DaVinci Exhibition on Wed,Quite interesting some parts.I wouldnt mind going back there again.Wanted t get some merchandise but $10 for a keychain seemed more of a daylight robbery to me.It's quite fascinating to know "secrets" of the Mona Lisa.I've no absolute idea that there were flaws( A damage made by someone throwing a rock,cracks made from steam,paint drops on t painting),& apparently it still is invaluable.Headed to Pasir Ris from J. East t sell my guitar.The buyer was somewhat decent so i gave him a $100 discount on account that he was an air traffic controller (My previous ambition of being in the air transport industry gave in to his teary-eyed beggings).Right now i'm searching for an acoustic guitar t keep my music going.


I worked on a cover once two days back, Nothing close t splendid but do check it out still.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E18EYONYijA 

 Two more days,and you'll be safe in my arms.Safe from everything my dear.I promise you,no matter what happens.You'll be in it forever.

I love you.

Two things i want for my birthday this year

1. M.E.L.I.N.A  M.C.K.E.E my loveable girlfriend
2. Funnny my oh so adorable puppy bulldog that i will own sooner or later

OH GOD.Im srsly gonna beg my mom to let me have my puppy.Im gonna pay whatever costs it'll take.Be it medical fees,cushions,toys,food,bed,whatever.I would even take care of it.Think of it,taking walks w Funnny with nena beside me.Just laying in bed trying to jostle for a better position w funny.Teaching him how t pee in his toilet.Playing wrestling w Funny.Having picnics at Botanical Garden.Just laying at home,watching TV.Fighting crime and t forces of evil!I dont care what others say of you.Oh my sweet sweet bulldog,How i yearn for you.

P.S. Does not apply when concerning girlfriend.

Sometimes i just dont understand humans.I wish there was someway i could read minds.I cant believe how people can be so reckless to plan something so dangerous and yet crazy.Im close to speechless had it not been for t crazy sensation im experiencing now.

Ugh.My eyes feel like something has been jabbed in there for hours.Staring at TV screen for 4 hours and next the laptop screen for another 4.Been playing Guitar Hero ever since i reached home,Its seriously fun id sad.Even though it's GuitarHero3.My hands are experiencing a wincing pain.Im clueless to how im ever going for band practice tomorrow.My back has this strange ache after just two laps of freestyle , which is quite rather worrying.I feel dizzy too,i guess its true when sweetheart says im very vulnerable to illness:/

Anyway,I bet you guys have seen this poster on Mrts and Buses which are strangely amusing.Its silly,getting PhuaChuKang to act as a spokesperson for the Courtesy campaign.For heavens sake,he isnt even factual!Secondly getting someone who does take the bus or cab (Well,PCK & his wife takes t car or a cab,I can't imagine tai-tais taking buses.) Thirdly,Isn't PCK the one always being t kia-su person in the family.Hmm.
Oh well,another epic failure.

Well,after 4 hours of GuitarHero,I might just put addiction to GuitarHero under a description of myself from now on.Its seriously addictive,i dont know how people can have RockBand/GuitarHero in their house and not play in daily!Serious Fun.I could do this for days,or weeks even.

How I wish sweetheart would come online now,Its been probably days since ive last talked to her,a week since i last saw her (on skype).Absolute bummer, heck im gonna cont waiting.Anyhow,its t closest i can get to keep my hopes high.She's probably in Vancouver now, or maybe Washington:/ I miss her far too much.But as long as she's having fun,its all worth it(:

I changed t blog skin,looks far more pleasing to t eye now.

Ah,im done here.Off t watch another episode of Simpsons.

 

Oh and have i told you guys about the rat that loves putting fingers up my nose?

Where've you gone?


Ive been dying to reach you. 

Yesterday for the first time in 4 days,I finally talked t you only.Thought i didnt managed t converse t you over skype.I'm still happy nonetheless.I'm glad that you're having fun.Watching Londoners in their daily activities feeling the bitter coldness of London.Im absolutely sure you'd come back feeling overdressed in singapore.I managed to get some sleep last night before watching a movie.I woke up w my mom pestering me about my red eyes.I cant really put to words how much i've missed you.I would absolutely doubt myself again if i could do it once more if you go overseas ever again.Im being absolutely selfish but how can i not be when its you we're talking about.The other day,char asked me what'd happened if i were supposed t work in another country t support you.Faced between two massive heavy decisions,I took long to weigh my options.I then told char that I'd give up any job in the world for you even if it pays a million dollars.Zach once said,giving the example of your parents.Would you rather be rich than have a tight loving family(not that your family isnt).I'd chose a tight loving family over anything in the world.My mom said once i have my own house i'd get my own dog.I can't wait t live with Funnnny and you.I know this post is splattered all over.I just cant put this into words really well.

I can't really live life.Every street i pass,I see something that reminds me of you.
Carrot Cake at Kopitiam.Seeing another couple in our place at that couch at Coffee Bean w a laptop infront of them.174 bus.Fort Canning is an absolute tear gusher.Even gramaphone at Cathay,I remember this area in the stall right next to the counter where you stood there looking at horror zombie dvds,i knew perfectly in my heart that you're just waiting for me t wrap my hands around you and i did.And how about walking past Yoguru at Raffles City.I couldnt even let my heart lead me t take a walk around the 2nd floor at Raffles City.Lets not forget about each time i drive past your house.I cant help but to hum a song any song just to keep me from thinking of you.

Right now you're studying in Brussel.I can't believe that the time you came online was so precise that just the moment you said i love you i was about to close msn down.Im sorry i had to leave you before i could talk t you.It was t most heart wrenching thing i had to do after sending you off.Im sorry,I miss you,I love you,I need you.

If they say that a loving lasting relationship is just a chapter of your life,I guess my life only has one chapter.